I tell my father to writebecause he is good at itor because Ido not want to hearhis demons anymore. I am not Kafkahe tells me.Your name is close enoughI tell him.Go to sleep, my little cockroachhe tells me.
smoke climbs up lazily from your cigarette andyou gaze mindlessly across the table.our eyes meet;the misplaced spark jumpsfrom green plasticin your hand.
"we are simply caught betweenthe greedy hunger of yes yes yesand the bitter pinpricks of no no no,"you tell me.
i sound my response with an invented cough;the waiter puts it outwith a frostyglass of water.